I m loving this song - which spoke my subtle sentiment

In my life

There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I'll love you more.

always have a sense of nostalgia whenever season changes..

the temperature, the scent, the atmosohere always remind me of something. something familiar, but i cant reli tell what is inside.

the only thing i m sure about it--------> time to get some new pretty clothes for my closet, disregarding how poor my financial situation is.haha

my hae hae period will soon come to an end.

then life is gonna be tough again.

studies on  my final exam , and tremendous work loads .. wuwu..

hope i could make this through this time.

I m now on Mitch albom 's new book- have a little faith.

couldn't help from reading and reading it. * like*

So, this has been a year since I started working .Today , I finally got my salary increment of $ 608. HIhi 608.

Discontented.  feel like i m deceived from the very first day i was led to choose this path.

i told my parents about thiss 600+8 and their reaction was like " OH ,BETTER THAN NO INCREMENT " , "比上不足, 比下有餘,人地連份工都冇啦 " ," 點都要捱下" " YOU SHOULD BE CONTENTED ".

I know these are comforting words , but they are not comforting at all

I WAS ACTUALLY MAD.

Especially after hearing this "比上不足, 比下有餘 ".

These are not the words I would like to hear ~~

If we are the simple creatures that would have been contented with this few hundreds , we would never have studied and worked so hard . WHAT FOR ~~~

I know i am not the only victim...

無敵+不死+貧窮的auditor ,

 共勉之~

^haha. see ??  auditors are proven to be 無敵+不死.

a year older.

"i am Twenty Three".

i start to understand why " AGE " is the taboo for all woman.

like it has become sth that u dun want to tell. you feel less proud, less eagar to tell ur age,

especially after I have started to work..the thought of " TIME FLIES " has become stronger than ever. 

i have an imminent feeling that i m going to become...28..30...40....very very soon, and that i m not looking forward to celebrate birthdays anymore.

so there is a sense of fear of growing furtherrrrr.

but then think it deeply , this is that sense of fear which triggers you to grasp every chances to do whatever u wanted to do and to exploit whatever youth that remains in you.

I know what lies ahead mostly would be=work.

but i will never let myself to (grammar mistake corrected by my cheapass dear on 22/7) become the slave of work...

i will have to make my 23rd year of life a meaningful one.

make this year " one of those years " that I would be jealous about when i m 40.

21:45 to 21:55

me+ my ipod.

lying on the floor.

sit-up time.

looking at the ceiling.

imagining a blue-sky.

n i m glad that i ENJOY this 21:45 to 21:55.

a picture i took on my birthday.

gwen is flying :D

I  feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I'm looking out, hmmm
Is this my life I'm wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
It's greener pastures I'm thinking about
Hmm, wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

Ooh, wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses..

i have had a very good time in macau.

thank you for everything..

have to revert to work after such long idle period..

but good! i have restored my strength lu..

i want to look smarter..

and i dun want to make careless mistakes..!!